Try to guess whats on my mind.



Wednesday, May 26, 2010 | 6:08 PM

Hello Everyone! Esp. Meiling. :D

Today, was the day where most of use suffered alot of physicals injuries. But for me, it was a flashback of many awesome memories. Those from primary school. A long, long time ago, when I was in Primary 6, I was very.. arrogant. I kept believing that girls can be stronger than guys. And so, for NAPFA 2008, I wanted to do exceptionally well, to prove to the guys, I am stronger. Let's compare my NAPFA 2008 and NAPFA 2010.

NAPFA 2008:
Sit-and-Reach = 40
Sit-ups = 63
Standing Board Jump = 133
Shuttle Run = 11.03
Incline Pull Up = 13

NAPFA 2010:
Sit-and-Reach = 30
Sit ups = 34
Standing Board Jump = 140
Incline Pull Up = 20
Shuttle Run = 11.76

Conclusion: I AM AGEING, RAPIDLY. :O

Well, besides the NAPFA test, we (some girls and I) were busy snapping away! You guys can enjoy our awesome photos @ my facebook page! Do view pictures taken by Siti as well. :)

You know how awesome it feels to lick and enjoy the nice, milky taste of a 70 cents Vanilla Cone from Macdonals? I do. I went to the dentist just now, and just to pamper myself under the hot weather, I bought myself the ice cream cone and savoured itunder the hot sun. Yes, people, Xinyu knows how to enjoy life. I actually spent the last 70 cents in my wallet on an ice cream cone. But the joy I feel, its still here, even after I digested it. :D
This just goes to show that, the little things in life, can make one feel joy and content, perhaps even much more than wealth and fame could bring you.

ttyl.



Monday, May 17, 2010 | 5:27 PM
Midyears are finally over!

Tomorrow there's this Rock Climbing Programme. Cant say I'm looking forward to it, neither can I say I dread it. I just hope everyone has fun, and enjoy themselves; exams are finally over. We'll be getting back our results this Wednesday! I dont know if I'm excited or nervous. I just know that I really gave it my all. I hope, I really hope, the results are good.

Hey, guess what?! Ms Katie Goh called me just now, and I am selected to be the emcee for this year's marching out parade! I'm so happy! I love the stage, and I just simply love talking. There's no way i could have said no!

I am not looking forward to the holidays. I have no idea why. I guess its because I wont have anything to do besides rot at home? That will be so boring. Why is it like that? When school gets tiring, you'll wish for the holidays. But when the holiday's get boring, you'll miss school. Can't people make up their minds? Indecisive fools. But thats just what we are.



Sunday, May 16, 2010 | 4:26 PM
I got sunburned.
For the first time in her life, Ng Xinyu's face actually has a hint of red, right accross her face. But this not good. I repeat, NOT GOOD. Yes, although those who know me pretty well would know I have always admired people with fair skin, just fair enough to see that they are shy, angry, or embarrassed just by looking at the change of colour on their faces. Now that i have accomplished having red on my face, I dont really like it. Cause its.. lets just say it comes out in patches. Not a pretty sight.

NDP training yesterday was tedious. NPCC, NCDC, GB, BB, RC, GG, SC... etc. all of the Unifrom groups in Singapore, as well as the different groups in SAF came together for the NDP Rehearsal. And damned, it was tiring. Under the hot sun, my sweat was having a great time, sliding down my face, while I bearing with the urge to wipe it off. Luckily, they gave us a short break every 30-60 mins for a short water break. But i can never get enough water. But overall, it was really fun; to see everyone working so hard together, trying to perfect everything, because everyone knows, that this Parade, will be a special and a memorable one.
After training, my mother told me to meet her friend, Audrey, at Orchard Cineplex. And damned it. I got lost. I alighted at Orchard MRT just as Audrey told me to, and when I got out of ION Orchard, I didnt see any Orchard Cineplex, so i went into ION Orchard again and asked the information counter. The person on duty said, "Get out of ION Orchard, and keep walking towards your right." and so I did. I walked all the way to Orchard Central. How wonderful is that? But in the end, i found my way. Luckily.

And yes, i caught this movie yesterday night at AMK Hub, and it caused me and emotional breakdown. Hey, i was tired, sticky, sweaty, and really frustrated after getting lost. After seeing Miley Cyrus' brother in the movie cry because her father was dying, i snapped and tears kept flowing. I give the movie a 3/5. Can watch la, Miley Cyrus plays a great pianist but a rebellious teenager, and... Aiyo, just watch the trailer la!




Wednesday, May 12, 2010 | 11:08 AM
Literature Paper today was a breeze. (Luckily!)

Tomorrow will be my Science paper, and I am freaking stressed. I hope i have that determination to actually shut up my computer now and go read my science textbook. But there's no way I can. Cause I need a break. Like seriously. This past few weeks have been a brainwash for me, and I am beginning to realise that there is more to this world than me, and my life now. I have come to reality.

Hey, do you know how great it feels to actually be knowledgable? Last year, before every paper taken, some friends would ask me random questions on the subject and i would always reply, "Ohmygod! I didnt study at all! Fail liao, I dont even know what you're talking about!" but this year, its different. I replied to their questions confidently, and it felt good. Seriously. And each them i hear them say i was correct, it was like my heart soared. So guys, try studying. Its seriously very effective, both physically and mentally. So i guess the stress was worth it. :)

Just a short post today. TTYL :D



Tuesday, May 11, 2010 | 2:36 PM

Behold: Nerdy Xinyu.

Can you guys spot me? I'm at the far right, the one that's looking as if she just discovered how to save the World. And beside me is my closest cousin, Jacqi. My brother's there too, but there's no need to spot him ; he still looks exactly the same. Seriously. Except for the fact that he no longer has a mushroom head. Awww...~ Pity. It looks great on him. :)
Whereas for Jacqi and I, we've grown up since 27th June 2004. Thats about 6 years ago, when I was 8. I just wanted to say that, time flies. Cherish the moment. Time changes and heals everything, as long as you guys move on. There's no such thing as cannot. Perhaps your mind is just not co-operating with your heart. But still, you can always try harder. :)



| 11:11 AM
Hey everyone, how are your papers coming alone? Cause they killed me. Totally.

Today was Maths Paper 2. And i swear, it was sneering at me. Mocking me cause i didnt study hard enough and I had questions I did not know how to answer. Mr Beh! Why the difficult and confusing questions?! People like me cant think. I can memorise and write, but i cant apply! Bloody Monkeys. But, whats done's done. I lost a totaly of 12 marks on the questions I'm sure í'll get wrong. As for the rest, i hope there wont be any careless mistakes!

3 more papers to go, 4, if including the Art Examination. I hadnt even started on the Prepwork yet. Its 60% of the total grade. You might as well just kill me. I dont have time to do it! I still have my Science and Math Paper 1 to revise for. But, i shall still try, for the sake of my lovely teachers..

I shall end it here.
Everyone, JIAYOU!!!!!<3

[Edited]



Ripped this off Youtube. This is a simple video, but i find it meaningful. This just goes to show how much love can influence and change a person's life. If you can just spare 13mins, you'll smile at the end along with the two main characters. :)



Thursday, April 29, 2010 | 3:07 PM
Harsh day, it was.

"Life is like a penis; it seems so short but long when it gets hard."
This is quoted from a friend of mine. It makes sense, but only in a perverted way.

Today was one of those days where you feel like everything seems to be going so wrong, and there's nothing you can do to make it better. I do not know how to put it out in words, but the kind of feeling i had in gut was that of a person would have when a close relative died. Its as if someone was pinching your heart, and sucked your soul right out of you. And it hurts, badly.

Its 3:13PM now, but it seems as if it were 10PM because of the rain. I don't get why emo people love the rain, and creates phrases like, ''I like walking in the rain because then no one can see me crying.'' Isn't it annoying? I mean the rain. It goes pit-pat, pit-pat, pit-pat, against your window. Although it does make a country like Singapore much cooling, but the sound, it just does something to my veins.

I'm annoyed. By everything. I will break this keyboard, if someone disturbs me by calling my name, one more time.

I know this post sounds kind of depressing, but do not worry, my readers, I will feel better soon, i hope. Cause the family stress, school stress, and relationship stress I am facing now, its building up on my shoulders, but luckily I'm getting the hang of it. I feel like pulling out my hair, and screaming at the top of my voice right now. Will everything be alright soon?

I realise that what I'm saying totally doesnt make any sense, so I shall shut up now. I guess I'll just blog again later tomorrow.

Good day to all.






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